I shed not a tear
For I refuse to feel the pain
I will have no hopes
And with it no disappointment
I will not love
For that weakens the heart
And a weak heart leads
To a weak mind
I can control my emotions
I can control my desires
I can control my pain

I opened my heart
But only to few
And each time I did
Was just to feel pain,
Sorrow and disappointment
I said not ever again

There was one who managed
To get through, and into my heart
And again I began to feel the pain
I will not let this get me down
For I knew, where I was to stand
So why do I feel so blue
Because my love is really so true

I will not allow my heart to be broken
I refuse to feel the pain
I refuse to shed any tears
As I refuse to open my heart
I shall not love another
And will not allow another
To love me.
 
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