too many times i have waked
clutching desperatly at the fabric
too many times have i faked
an expression of disgust
at the word masturbation
then later in the day
lie on my bed
and feel myself away
into the land of fantasys
and come back feeling guilty as hell
i dont know why it feels so wrong
it's my body, my hands,
and to wait for a man is too long
when i can make love to myself
 
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