You ever feel like you have nothing to live for
That nothin's in store
And the things before
Bore a hole straight through you
I have, I know you have
It leaves you feelin blue
I wouldn’t know what to do
If they hadn’t invented knives
Cuz if they hadn't
You'd be stuck with my cries
My sad sighs
And my melancholy lies
You want me to stop
Cuz it hurts your ears
Well, you shoulda thought twice
Before you fucked up all them years
Ain’t no point in being nice
Cuz I’m as cold as blue ice
With a lil bit of purple mixed in
Add some paleness to that bin
And you have me
Chillin on this slab
Of cold cement
Being examined in the doctor’s lab
Cuz they wanna know what I meant
When I wrote:
The world don’t need me no more
I hurt all the way to the core
This lil shiny object will take away my pain
Don’t worry, I ain’t doing this in vain
I have good reason
Maybe someone was cheatin
Or I was getting a beatin
My self-esteem’s decreasin
Way fast
And I’m half-past
Dead
As I lie here in my bed
In a pool of my own blood
It's thicker than mud
Guess I’ll never have a son
It’s gettin cold now
I think I have to go
You didn’t know
I'm so sorry
As I lay here curled
I think
A better place is the world
Without me
And I left this
On a million lists
They’re still examining
The slits on my wrists
They can’t figure it out
He seemed so happy
Yeah seemed
The way that I beamed
It was all just fake
Just so I wouldn’t have to take
All the questions
Why you down man?
What’s the matter?
I slowly thought up a plan
To make everyone’s life better
Which has an easy solution
Takin me out
Will stop with the pollution
Of these kids minds
I won’t stay inside the lines
Ima put away the nines
Cuz sharp objects is better
I’ll leave my weapon
Inside my death letter
So now that I’m gone
You can be happy
Take you a lil nappy
In peace
Unlike me
Who’s takin a nap
For all eternity




 
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