So here I lie in a moral quandary
Not knowing on which pillow to rest my head
To be true to myself or to my desires
I just want to put my problems to bed
Trying to understand guys’ mind
But trying to please my guy as well
Their motives, their drives, the way they think
Is all putting me through hell
Two devils on each shoulder
Both screaming in each ear
I know my friends’ advice is right
But that’s not what I want to hear
I want to give him everything
I want to please myself as well
But if I please us both
My moral boundaries swiftly fell
 
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