Now im more confused than ever,
Im lost. all tangled up in emotions.
I dont understand, though as hard as i try.
You act one way, but say you feel different inside.


What am i supposed 2 believe?
Everyone tells me another story.
Gives me different advice.
Who is telling the truth? am i just living a lie?


I dont want to live in fantasy land,
Can i be in reality?
Tell me what to feel right now.
Why dont you act how you really are inside?

Life would be so much simpler,
Lets be honest and talk to eachother.
Should i or should i not?
This broken heart will never get better.

I know i screwed up, i do that alot.
Ive tried to say i was sorry, its just not good enough.
I dont know the right thing to do.
Maybe i should just end this horror and be through.

Confusion overtakes me.
This greif is too much to bare.
Disappointment is encompassing my heart.
Im just so scared.

Cant you say your sorry too?
Cant we make anything better?
Am i to wait on you this long?
Or are you just burying me in deeper?

If you hate me why dont u just say it?
Dont hang me out on this chain.
This nothingness is the only thing that makes me hold on.
Or was all that a lie too? To cause me more pain?


 
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