i bury myself in my thoughts, as i suffocate while my brain turns and rots,
I think over and over again, why I want to be with you, I keep asking, but
in the end I already knew. I can’t stand how you make me feel, I hate how iv
known you for 1 month but already made all my wounds heal. Its an unknown
question why you're in my life, all I know is I want to be alone with
you tonight. I try, I strive do all that I can. But in the day’s end, I
could never get through to you, you could make me so happy, so sure, so
unhealthily in love. We use to tell each other how wed made each others
days. you use to tell me sweet things and make the bad memories fade. I
don’t know I guess I’m just mad, i guess i just want to tell you i love you
and actually hear it back. i guess I’m just plain .. Sad,

~for thias~
 
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