Your eyes, your body, your soul and mind
If only your heart could be mine to find
I long for you only wanting me and no one else
So that my feelings for you could feel more true
But since I’ve made a mistake there’s no hope left now
You’ve left me here and I don’t know how
You never let me know one thing; leaving me so damn confused
About why I let it happen when in the end I feel so used
Never call, never care
Never noticing I’m there
So why don’t the things you do matter
Do you think that’s very fair
Everyday, having to convince myself that I’m still on your mind
And that maybe someday it’s me you want to find
But that never happened and your friend came along
Only making it worse by playing our songs
I didn’t care for him or the things he said
He just wanted me to lay down on his bed
Every time I pulled away and he grew more and more mad
I just wanted to get out but it made him seem so sad
I closed my eyes and you appeared
You’re all I’m thinking of
He asked me why he didn’t have a chance
But I wanted no other love
If I could go back in time I’d erase it all
So that I could be more than not a friend at all
It hurts me so bad to be here like this
When all I want is to go back to our very first kiss
I remember how it felt as if I was the only one
Who thought of this as more than just for fun
If I would’ve known you had more inside
I’d be asking for another chance
But now I’m not since I already know
All you got inside were my pants


 
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