Even though you’re not here,
I still hear your voice,
It echoes;
Why are you scared?
Maybe I am afraid
Of commitment,
Terrified that I will get hurt,
I’m still in love with you,
I refuse to admit it,
For if I do you will
Get thoughts of commitment
And, I’m apologetic;
I am not ready for that.
I’m not ready for hand holding,
Kissing in public and
Writing love notes in palms,
I’m not prepared for dates
And rings
And unexpected visits,
Commitment is too much
For me,
As, I am already overwhelmed,
I don’t want to get hurt,
And definitely unready for
“I love you”.

 
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