So I’m laughing
Shutting away what I feel
Smiling like I don’t care
How can this be real
So we’re still friends
It’s still hard to take it
So I’m grieving over you
I just hope you didn’t fake it
You were a stranger once
But I grew really like you
I once was shy of caring
But we’re now friends, it’s through
I’m trying to take it without pain
And I’m trying to take it right
I’m lying to my heart
To hide away memories of that night
It’s hard to look at you as a friend
It’s hard to look at you at all
I’m trying not to cry again
But can’t seem to stand tall
You try not to notice me
You barely even smile around me anymore
We’re supposedly friends now
But my feelings are worse than ever before

 
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