Everyone rode the roller coasters,
We went to the fair.
Then we went back to my friends house,
And we played truth or dare.
I wanted to be brave,
So I took a breath and said "dare."
Everyone smiled in silence,
Everyone seemed to stare.
They dared me to go in a bedroom,
With a boy I liked very much.
But everything changed,
When he started to touch.
I knew this was wrong,
This boy I liked very well.
When he touched my chest,
My heart began to fail.

This couldn't be love,
I tried to get away.
His grip was to tight,
Thinking of what my mom would say.

I pushed and pulled,
I tried to get free.
He hit me in the stomach,
And I fell to one knee.

To weak to fight,
He kept tight and got undressed.
He riped off my clothes,
His eyes glittering at my chest.

Pushing me against a wall,
He hurt me terribly bad.
He stood back and straight,
And he seemed to be mad.

But he spoke not one word,
Until he got dressed and opened the door.
He looked back at me,
"I'm coming back for more."

I slid to the ground,
Tears at my eyes.
I screamed in anger,
I just wanted to die.

The door opened slowly,
And he walked back in.
Knowing now,
To myself, I must defend.

My bare back,
Leaning against the wall.
He got on his hands and knees,
And he began to crawl.

My eyes full of hate,
My eyes full of tears.
Nightmares of labor,
And strange looks from my peers.

I felt my strength back,
And striked him in the face,
I ran to the window,
It was like a race.
It was opened already,
Forgetting the house was two stories high.
I jumped out the window,
And I seemed to fly.
Looking at the sky,
It seemed smaller to me.
What he has done,
This baby wasn't meant to be.
Falling to an end,
I hit the ground with a "smack."
Friends in the front lawn screamed,
When they heard the snap of my back.
6 feet under I lie,
No one will EVER know the real truth
 
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