I don’t know why I get so scared when I talk to you,
My throat grows dry and my stomach turns, I fear I have the flu.
I try and get comfortable and lay down on my bed,
But all the words that I know get mixed up inside my head.

Maybe it’s just that you used to be so much of my life,
Don’t worry about it, it’s just my love strife.
But when I very first saw your face,
Long relationships I wanted to embrace.

The way I felt for you was unimaginable,
Now that you’re gone because of me
I always trip and stumble.

Whenever I think of numbers, your cell appears in my head,
And your voice I hear off and on and all the things you said.
Sometimes I just want to scream and let all things go,
And forget everything you told me, it’s like all you do is control.

My mind knows that you won’t ever be mine again,
And my fragile heart has learned
That maybe we should just be friends.

I still don’t know why I think of you,
My heart begins to race.
I try and calm myself down,
But I can only see your face.

Maybe this is normal,
Don’t say a word, it may just be me.
But this all could just be a dream,
Long and confusing, just wanting to be set free.

The ways you make me think,
Now more than before,
I feel heavier and about to sink,
You keep putting pressure on me more.

Whenever I hear your sweet voice I just want to melt,
And the way that you smile,
I just want to instigate for awhile

My love for you could be friendship
But my feelings are still hidden.
I guess I have to look deeper and eventually find them.


 
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