Have you any idea how hard it is
To love someone so much it hurts
But at the very same moment
Want to choke the life out of them?
Feel a complete and total revulsion for them?
I do..
Because that's how I feel every time I look at you
My best friend..
This fucking parasite..
A walking ball of vanity..
Even if my hands can't find their way around your throat
You're still going to choke on your own ego
But I was ALWAYS there for you
And now I watch you turn your back on me yet again
Leave me for your "better" friends
Pretend I don't exist until I come crawling back
As I always do..
Apologizing for what I did
(do either of us even know?)
And through it all I've stood by you
When everyone else had turned away
When you made me cry out of hatred for myself
I stood by you..
Just as I always will
So go on and cast me off once more
Blame me for all your problems
Claim I NEVER loved you
I just hope you're happy
When you have no one but your own reflection to turn to
I know it's all you ever really loved..
But I hope you think of me
I hope you remember everything I've done for you
And all you've done to me..
And just once..
Just one time in all your life..
I hope you're sorry


 
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