There's a guard I put up
To hide the real me
I don't know if it's enough
To reveal what others could see
I don't know if I'd be happy
Exposing what's inside
I can't seem to let myself free
Even though I've tried and tried
This guard keeps me safe
From the judgemental opinions
I avoid the hate
From the minds of millions
I'm too insecure
To let this guard down
I wish there was a cure
So I wouldn't continue to drown
I'll remain to keep my guard up
For how long, I do not know
Since trusting people is too tough
It always makes me feel so low
 
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