Everytime
I write a few lines
Of a song I'm suppose to be singing for you
I start going crazy
Sprawling out my train of thought
On the paper
There are so many songs
I could start and end for you
And everyone would be different and still be right on que
It's because my heart it full to the brim
With different emotions I feel for you
Crazy mixed up relations
That I don't even want to get into
Why am I not getting this straight?
Writing always helped me before
But what can I do
When the only one who I can't ingnor
Doesn't know I need the help?
Maybe I'll write a thousand poems
For you to help me ease into this
Maybe I'll wait a thousand years
For you to notice that I'm not emotionless
Maybe I'll put up a fight
Instead of giving into my temtation to write
Every word that my heart is comming up with
Even this dumb song
Is way too long
I'll have to cut it down in two
But I started off with a plan
And completely got sidetracted
At the thought of you
Right now, at least
That's the story of my life
And every word I write is true
And I don't even want to get into this
I was aiming at a message
But it seems I've missed
So I'll just cut it short right away
I'll make it stop
At least for today

 
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