It hurt for only a second
Took away the pain inside
Addicting, like a drug
But easier to hide
Wore long sleeves
So no one could see
How I coped with pain or
What I'd done to me
I know it was dumb
But I felt more in control
I'd rather have scars on my wrists
Then left inside my soul
Helped focus my pain
Not my pain from life
Now what's left
Is full in sight
Blood stains on my shirt
A razor in my hand
I can't seem to stop
So I did it again
I found the wrong solution
To deal with what's going on
But the pain isnt that bad
Especially when I'm numb
Tears rolled down my face
Falling on my bloody arm
Full of slashes
To feel good is to harm
That's how things used to be
But I recovered from
Such a dangerous state
It may have taken a while
But it's never too late
 
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