"you take things really well cheri".
"your the happiest kid ive ever seen"
"if i could switch lifes with anyone, you'd be the one i would
be."
you friends see me as a happy little girl, with not a worry in her head,
but really on the inside, im much differnt, i wish i were dead.

i keep many things bottled up,
so many secrets in my mind,
but if you get to know me, there are some thing you'll come to find. i
think im ready to talk about those things, ive never had friends like these,
so if you'll listen up, i will tell you, so just let me talk, please.

theres things about nick, i would like to share, but most of my friends just
dont care. you nod your heads and roll your eyes, please, im opening up let
me talk guys!

theres many night i stay up and cry,
thinking about my dad, wishing that i would to die. but you all feel so
wierd if i even bring up memories of him. i feel alright to talk about him,
so if you really listen, in my poems i do share them.

theres lots of things that go on at home that im sick of trying to hide, you
all have only seen my happy side, and theres more parts to me you will come
to find.

ive never had such good friends, maybe nows the time, that i open up my
bottles of thoughts, and stop letting my emotions hide.
 
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