she's 15 years old,
already dug herself into a 6 foot hole,
she lives her life the way she wants,
no one there to tell her it's wrong,
tries so hard to fit in...just belong,
no one's around to put her on the right track,
everyone she's known turned their back,
no one in this world believes in her life,
they all turn around and pull a knife,
she runs scared,
but nowhere to run to,
just runs herself deeper in the ground,
with no escape,
her life continues to fall more and more out of shape,
everything she does is a mistake,
everyone she meets is nothing but fake,
she hates the word,
nothing to worry about,
so her parents told,
but daddy left her,
and mommy hates her,
so who's left?
no one, because no one has time to care,
so why'd they bring her here?
just to leave her alone,
no love or mercy towards her was shown,
she closes her eyes,
to hold back her cries,
confused, she tries to tell her brain to unwind,
she turns to drugs to heal her pain,
what she doesn't realize is it makes shit so much worse,
now she got holes in her brain,
disabled and needing to depend on a nurse,
it hurts but she doesn't know the difference,
this all happened out of confusion,
now she's believing life's an optical illusion,
scared out of her mind,
she's quickly running out of time,
giving her this life should've been a crime,
now she's laying in a bed dying,
no one around caring or crying,
but they say it will all end soon,
and forever she'll sleep,
with her soul resting in peace!

 
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