My death defining at my door
I pray to you no more
I hope my preys are answered
But you ignore me
And let my feelings drown
“Dear God! Why do you do this to me?”
I cry every night
Knowing my flight will soon be true
I cry for I know that I could believe
But all the suffering that has been done to me
Just lets me down
I can’t believe that you could let me suffer so much
And act as if it’s a blessing!
How could you my God!?
How could you let me suffer?!?
I try to hard to make you happy
I try to make my life the best
But you always seem to let me die like the rest
I know this doesn’t make any sense
But I’m trying my hardest
I’m trying my best
To make everyone happy
But as it all ends
I notice that no one is ever truly happy
No one ever is ever one of yours
No one is ever really a worshiper
They all want to live happily
Confusion takes me over
As I leave this world
I will never be your child
I will always be my own

 
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