Never a new
Never so true
I once loved you
I once loved to touch you
But now it is all a sin
A sin that can never be forgiven
So as I cry myself to sleep
And wonder if there will ever be peace
I think about you
And how my hands burned your skin
I never meant for it to happen
I never meant to become out of control
I never meant to bring us guilt over our sinful souls
I never meant to kill myself
I never meant to die
I never meant to have my guilt climb up and kill you too
So this is my last poem
Before you and I die
I never meant for this to happen my love!
I never meant you to die!
I truly didn’t want to touch you the way I did!
I didn’t mean to grab!
I didn’t mean to turn your world upside down
And then throw you in the ground!
I’m sorry my love
I’m sorry that I have to hear your pleas!
This wasn’t suppose to happen!
This wasn’t suppose to be true!
But now you’re dead
And my nightmare is come true
So as I put my gun to my head
And say my last preys to you above
I hope you forgive me my love
I hope you accept my answers
I hope you accept my preys!
I hope that you accept that I didn’t mean this to happen!
But it just happened to be there!
I didn’t mean to kill you with my gun!
Like I said!
It just happened to be there
And now you just happen to be dead…

 
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