My eyes were so cold
Filled with hatred
As I envisioned you hurting
Laying in pain, suffering, bleeding
As I stood laughing
Feeling even this
Was not good enough
I wanted to see you suffer
I wanted to see you die
A slow painful death
Like the life you gave me
I wanted to hurt you
I wanted to kill you
No it isn’t revenge
Just wanted you to stop
I wanted to shoot you
If only I had a gun
I would have, you know
And watched you bleed
I wanted to poison you
And stand there and watch
As you clenched your hands
To your stomach
A slow painful death
Like the life you gave me.
How could I do this?
To my own flesh and blood.
Ask yourself this-
How could you do what you did?
To your own flesh and blood.
Guess it’s the way you raised me
You taught me to hate
I only wish to give you
What you gave to me
A life of suffering
For a suffering death
I am not evil-I am not bad
And no longer am I a child
Years have passed
I hated you then
And still hate you now
I wanted you dead then
And I want you dead now.
 
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