Here I am lay down in my bed
Looking at the white wall
Thinking if I should live or die
If it’s worth fighting the pain I have
And all the suffering in my life
I just don’t know what to do
I wonder sometimes why am I alive
Just to see other people die?
To make myself throw up?
To suffer more than I ever have?
I’ve been thinking in the choices I have
One is to die and end my life the other is
To keep living and hide in my room
So no one knows what I go through
So I lay down in my bed thinking
Of what to do with my life

 
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