Such a fool

As I am here on the phone with no one else but you,
I’m overcome by the feeling of contentment;
to embrace you with my heart the way that I have,
means nothing to the worl, but means my life to me,
in one hour, you made me and my life rise up out of the depths of sorrow
that I was in from the past that we’ve had together;
I wonder what the world would look like without us;
I wonder why I never spoke my heart,
but then again, some things can never be said;
please don’t ever lose me again,
because I have so much to lose,
so much meaning would be taken away if you forgot my name,
through everything, my heart remains un-changed,
my intentions are still good,
and my hopes that have changed so much over the years, are higher now than
they ever could be;
nothing has ever taken me away from you,
and life shall never take you away from me,
you’ll always be my heart,
for you have taught me the many levels of both love and hate,
and somewhere in between, is friendship;
but that is of no concern to me,
because I know that we’ve surpassed that,
and I don’t know about you,
but I’m NEVER looking back.


sidenote- this is about my ex-girlfriend, and one of the times that I
foolishly took her back after she repeatedly cheated on me; hence the
varying moods between the name and poem.

 
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