Fourteen years and my life has never changed.
I've always been alone, and never had anyone to rely on.
Whenever I needed help, no one was there for me.
This is my cry.
This is my plea.
A friend would be nice, but I wouldn't choose anyone other than who
I've already got.
Friends are everything, friends are nothing.
Nothing to say, everything to give.
My heart was open, now it's broken.
Don't know what to do.
Don't know who to love.
Love and hate, so many mistakes.
Wanna stop livin', can't stop dyin'.
Crying inside, dying for death.
Miserable, unpleasant.
If only you know, maybe you'd understand.
Even though I smile, it may only be for a while.
My fake smile dies, when the tears arise.
I wish you could understand, maybe things could be so much better.
But instead, you can't.
This isn't a pity part, this isn't for attention.
This is me, and how I feel.
This is my cry.
This is my plea.
A friend would be nice...
But hey, who said life's nice?
 
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