As I sit in this room late at night
Listening to the people wondering the street
I wonder if my life could have been different
If I only had had a chance
I should have
But I'm sitting here alone
Trying to remember where I went wrong
The years must pass before I stop regretting things
When I make it there I will be at rest
I have so far to go before I know I can do what I want
Then it dawns on me my boy needs me
Is my desire to fulfill his life with happy thoughts
I need a stronger shoulder to lean on
Money is never lasting
I'm so tired of being alone
I need to feel love
Thinking of my son
I realise I can handle my emotions
Life's not fair
I got to try harder
I'm going to be the best mother possible
I won't be blinded by the sickness he's got
I'm going to apprecite everyday we have
No more tears
No more fears
I'm not goin to be me

 
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