I'm so lost...in this darkness
I don't know where else to go...
What do I say...when I long for your kiss?
I only sit here perplexed....and alone...
Look into me, can you see these scars?
I thought I hid them quite nicely.
Please be careful, all I have left are these shards,
Of what was once my sacred heart.
But I will give them to you o'er and o'er again,
If it means I can have yours.
With you I know mine may, at last, mend,
Whilst I sit here...holding...protecting yours.
I see that light I long for so earnestly...right there...in your eyes
May I take a closer look?
Mystifying....how one can be so..wise,
-So many more questions than answers arise.
I reach out to touch you...just once more,
Let me feel the pain you hold within.
Why must you look at me that way, please don't go near that door,
I need you to sit here with me....again.
A lonely teardrop...a lover's eyes...can be so painful,
Don't you see what they can do to me?
How could you say those things, all quite disdainful,
And let me sit here, absorbing it all.
I hold my hand out to you...again...but let it fall...
When I saw the light in you fade.
I never thought it could be true...I stand to face the wall,
And let you face your escape.
I still believe that spark in your eyes will always be for me
...I yearn for you to be behind where I stand...
I'm scared you turned and left me here for eternity,
-But then I felt you touch my hand...

 
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