Must I live only to suffer for my mistakes?
-I frantically search for lost happiness...
Life or death, both at such high stakes,
I long for the darkness...I confess...
Many unseen things have worked their way under my skin,
I feel them writhe and squirm inside...
Feeding me lies and pain and lonliness deep within,
Leaving me here, longing, for some false pride.
I used to be so good at this...
I used to be able to hide such confusion.
How did you change my world...with that one kiss...
How did we end up at this conclusion....
Now I'm left here...with these open wounds...
Won't you help me to sew them shut?
Angels like you are so far and few...
Please help me to heal these cuts.
Take these hands of mine...hold them close...to you
Warm them with your loving touch...
And to this world I must at last bid you...adieu,
But you never loosened your clutch...
Sweep me away again...my angel..like you did that day,
Pull me into those arms of yours...
Save me from this mental decay,
I've never seen so many open doors...
Drench me in your light...those healing rays,
Let me feel it envelop my body.
Never has it rained for so many days,
I never had somebody love me...
 
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