I feel as if I’m
Abandoned by everyone
In this world.
No one to talk to,
Not anyone to cry to.
Just my pen.

Scared to even share my thoughts
With anyone
Afraid of the judgment
That may trail.

And I’m tired
Of being scared.
When will I ever be free?
I want to convey
My feelings
To the one’s that I love.
But I cannot.

I can.
But I won’t.
I’m not daring enough
To unleash this
New person inside.
So for now,
I shall keep to myself.
I shall keep to my pen.

 
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