I stand there and listen
to the things you said
Pushing the feelings behind
so nothing happens

Standing there with a smile on my face
to make it look like its alright
but inside its really not
It just making me Feel wrose every second

Watching you enjoy yourself
saying mean things
judging people
that you dont even know

The regrets will come
as soon as there ready
Pay back will come
Once I get a nerve

I never felt this way before
within my depth and soul
Inside I cry
from the pain you have giving me

Finaly the corner in my room
the safest place from you
saying the meanest things
you would ever come up with

Pushing back the feelings
until they come out
be scared
it will be soon

The day I push the bottem
To make the move
To show you how i felt
to prove a point which is a fact

Making my life move on
with nothing in it
but crying
and sleeping

The pain will leave
Once I learn to do something about it
soon the day will come
But Im just to scared
 
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