When you look at me with those hurtful eyes I feel ashamed.
When you call me names I feel worthless.
When you yell at me I feel angry.
I feel like screaming.
I squeeze my hands so tightly together that they go numb.
When you ask me to tell you why I am the way I am and why I'm so
hurtful towards every one, I don’t tell you because you don’t understand.
You’re not me you don’t go through what I go through everyday.
Trying to impress people so they will like me.
Why do I even bother?
You just don’t understand, my mind is full of anger and hate that wants to
flow out and make every one else feel my pain, but I keep it locked up
inside.
My hate controls me.
All I want to be is normal.
It's time for you to feel my pain my suffering it's time for me to
let out all my anger.
Then maybe you will understand.

 
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