I’m tired of smiling
And pretending
Tired of acting out
Happy endings
Tired of forcing
Happy smiles
While the thoughts inside
Are vile
Tired of living
And of breathing
Are you gone?
I though you
Were leaving?
Or was it I?
Was I going?
Trying to keep up
With the river’s flowing
Minds are racing
Thoughts are swimming
Time for a race
I can’t be winning
Death is watching
Creeping slowly
Aren’t I gone yet?
Blood is holy
Watching sky
And watching cloud
Cry for me
I’ll cry aloud
But winters coming
Shadow’s here
Worry not
I have no fear.

 
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