I'm sitting and i'm waiting for a doom long-time coming...
It seems never to come but there's a sense of it lingering in the air.
Opening my eyes to the world, i'm constantly damned
To the nether-regions of life, where all that is rejected lurks.

Somehow, i find myself here..time and time again,
And they wonder why i make the mistakes over and over,
It's always my fault, i'm not smart enough to live.
But can't they see, that it's they who push me here,
They are the ones who make me act..the way i act..
Make me see life unfit to live..and too easy to leave!

The foulness of my actions and theirs..and the world's.
It's not so distant you know..it's human nature.
Fucked human nature,
That brings us to the crossroads of life, again and again.
I'm standing there now..which path to choose...
Which direction should i go? Who should i let influence me...
What should be the reasons for my moving...

Can't i stay here forever..and not move at all?
I wish i could...because whatever i do isn't satisfactory,
Not for them...so why should it be for me?
Am i not as good as they are? Am i not the God i was born to be?
And i ask..but not in vain for this game to end...
Let this be the final chapter..the last move on the board!
Let me do what i may..and let them just fuck off!
I'm making my last move...i'm going to be influenced...
I'm blowing away with the wind...watch me fly!
 
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