Behind these 2 hazel eyes
lay thoughts of hatred and suicide
thoughts of leaving this horrible place
and the heaven i will slowly embrace
thoughts of my slowly breaking heart
that truly was nothing from the start
thoughts of running away from here
just so i wouldnt be near
thoughts of crazyness and dispair
i doubt that anyone even cares
thoughts of cutting my smoothe wrists
hoping everyone forgets i exist
thoughts of pain in my soul
knowing that im losing control
thoughts of feeling my soul float away
not caring what anyone has to say
thoughts of wanting to fit in
my lifes days are running thin
thoughts of bleeding away my pain
knowing that im stuck in the rain
thoughts of death and suicide
is what these eyes really hide.
 
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