I'm haunted by my devastating past,
Pained by my faults and my mistakes.
I have caused such wrongs, that will last
My God, why is it my soul you forsake...
My darling angel, you gave me the sapphire sky on my finger.
You've shown me a love I now need,
When you leave me, a part of you lingers...
-O so much water I do bleed.
I know you feel mistreated,
Cast me aside, if you now please.
Just hear these words that I've pleaded,
See that I'm down on my kness.
Praying to the God up above, is he there?
Listening to my selfish cries...
Give me my angel, I need him to see I truly care,
So much is shrouded by past lies...
I need my angel, I'm so in love.
But I'm here, silently broken,
-He's always in the thoughts I'm thinking of...
I'm so scared now, with my heart ripped wide open.
Can I be trusted, can my angel believe...?
I want so badly to relieve my angel now
If its healing he needs, then I will let him leave...
But my shattered heart won't mend and will never know how...

You thought you loved me,
And I still love you...
-You wave your white flag for me to see.
I Never knew it would be true,
Do I treat you like nothing, I'm sorry I was blind.
Does that mean much now, will you listen anymore?
I always knew you were the one, I was meant to find...
Can we face what's in store?
And am I still unique?
-Am I good enough, any longer...
My angel, please don't go, I'm much too weak,
You showed me I could be stronger.
Roses are dying everywhere, so many are tear-laden,
Won't you be there to give a breath of life?
For it won't be your last, you'll soon breathe again,
Sweet angel- Just hand me that knife...
 
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