Leaning between
My hopes and my dreams
Differing possibilities
From minor to extreme
Longing for proof
To see what this means
Ignoring the fact
That you no longer believe
Hovering in time,
I'm stuck in the past
Holding onto the memories
Making them last
All these thoughts in my mind
Are turning too fast
When i try to destroy
The abuse that you cast
Fading back now
Blank images race
My tormented mind
Begins to erase
All of the hate
That you threw in my face
Back to the love
That you've seemed to misplace
I hate who you are
And who you've become
My heart is torn
My conscience is numb
Remembering the lies
That made me succumb
To believe what you said
That made me run
Run. Run away
Away from me now
I tried to make you
See this somehow
Yet you ignored my plea
And refused to allow
For me to come in
Unless i accepted to bow
Accepted to bow?!
To bow down to you?!!
I hate the fact
That you expected me to
I hate how you knew
That i'd still care for you
Even after all the times
You've been so untrue
Even after all the lies
You led me to believe
You've faded with promises
That you've refused to conceive
Seething anger
With all of this now
I've fought against feelings
That rufuse to come out
I've fought against love
I've fought against hate
I've been knock out cold
By my life's own fate...











 
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