Why have your eyes
Fallen past me?
Am I not worthy of your love...
Everlasting?
Am I in too deep
To be rescued from drowning?
These unrefined questions
Have become my surroundings
I hate you so much
Yet I'm still so in love
You've been sinking
In the shallow end long enough
I'm haunted by your face
Yet...there still remains a thought
Tell me why you can't see me
dying here
As my image tips and rocks
As I fall to the waters...
I'm engulfed by angry waves
Crashing, lashing out
My life's morbid fate
My last dying breath
The one that gave way
Yet still you can't see me
You can't save me from this pain
You can't take away this torture
That I feel, so numbing now...
Violence takes it's brutal wrath
Upon my own vow
The vow that I promised
To not shed a tear
If I'm sworn to this pledge...
Then why must I cry here?
The tears coincide
with the vicious, grasping waves
I take my last breath
The last breath of pain
For as I drown
With this last gasp of air
My soul sinks to the bottom
And I'm condemned there...
 
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