sitting in the dark,
worried about nothing in life,
staring at the wall,
maybe I could see the light,
if any other life was out there,
not a sound, no movement,
maybe just the sounds and movement of myself,
thoughts runs into my head,
I'm alone,
could I be invisible,
day's past by as if,
i aged at all,
makes me wonder if I am dead,
How long have I been so alone,
tears fall,
from a dying angel,
words mumble in my head,
hate,
is a word i knew,
for many years,
It;s like a flower was ment to die,
happy,
I don't remeber a time when i felt happy,
the words are unspoken to me,
pain,
is all i feel as days pass by,
love,
is always rare without a sign,
dead,
as if I don't see anything passes by,
day by day,
no one notices my feelings in life,
I sit here and think,
the past was a mistake,
people make mistakes,
but do i still feel hated,
with lies upon me,
I should forget about the past,
bring a new life,
but words still wonder in my head,
as if i'm crazy,
but not dead.

BY: kayla



 
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