i dont understand this world
i dont believe in fate;
things dont happen for a reason.
theres not a reason
that could ever explain whats happening
im losing all faith, all desire for life
i dont know about god, jesus;
or the bible at that
as far as i know its all bull
how am i supposed to know?
what do i believe?
i dont even understand myself,
how can i comprehend this world
the only thing i know in life
is that being a good person does'nt pay off
the good people, the ones with warm golden hearts
are the ones that get thrashed into the ditch and buried like slush,
they're the ones that get their hearts ripped out
and sliced in half with a razor blade
im not sure how much more i can handle
one thing hits right after another
right when i think things are ok
another bomb hits and burst oh god!
these landmines wont go away, they're getting stepped on every moment
enough of this life, I'll have no more
i dont want to hear anymore
i dont want to feel anymore
im out of here, im checking out
good luck to you, who think its worth it
i hold you close in my heart
but i for one have had it, im out.


 
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