The tears come late at night
When I think about your sight
When I think of what you’ve done
When I think about your gun
You made me feel like a slave
When you kept me in that cave
It was dark and cold and made me ill
It gave me a chill cold enough to kill
You once loved me I know you did
You even talked about having a kid
What happened to change your mind
What happened to make you unkind
You use to be a kind and gentle soul
You use to be someone I would console
I hate you and don’t want to see your face
Now you are just a big disgrace
Your locked up and behind bars
And you never get to see the stars
I don’t feel sorry for you at all
It was your call to make yourself fall
You chose to do what you did
You chose to do what everyone forbid
You ruined my life and made me insane
You’re the one who made me feel pain
I am trying to forgive everything you’ve done
But I find it hard to see why I have begun
To forget the pain and sorrow that you put me through
I am trying to do everything I can to start new
I wanted to visit you at one point just to tell you the truth
The truth of how much I hate you but that was in my youth
I will always remember you no matter how much I try
But when I think of you I don’t think of the good I see what makes me cry
We are over no matter what you think don’t contact me each and every week
I truly need to be apart from you I need for us to never speak
I will no longer lay awake and let the tears fall and hit the floor
I have now learned that we are over and I don’t need you any more
 
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