I wish it would rain so the world would look like its crying for me.

I wish the thunder would rumble so that it feels like the world is mad
with me.

I wish the lighting would flash so that it looks like the world is taking
pictures of these memorys of mine.

this day.

this horrible day.

i wish the water could fall from the sky for days.

Many days to show my anger.

But its not.

It's sunny out and the birds are chirping.

Its warm out and everything seems so happy.

I want to cry everyday,

everyday till my eyes

have no more tears to cry with.

I want to scream to show my pain.

I want to let the world know what is hurting me so badly.

My heart is torn.

My soul is lost,

and I cannot say a word.

I cannot tell a word.

So I just sit here, thinking.

Thinking all these things,

but never saying a word.

Never telling my story...
 
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