I never thought I'd begin to care...
yet here I sit
alone
aching
weeping
utterly scared.

How did my life ever come to this?
I've been left alone to face my ever tormenting fears...

What have I done to myself....
I miss the time past when I didn't care.

But something's happened deep inside...I yearn for love...
and I can no longer hide.

I never planned ahead for a tragedy such as this...
if only to be wanted
if only to be kissed.

My defenses are all astrew...
I stand in my eternal abyss waiting,
needing
wanting
dreaming
forever in search of that special 'you'.
 
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