Hate, loathe, despair
My feelings are all too clear
I try to see through the mist
But my mind is still blinded here
Blood pulsing an angry vein
Seething, heething
My warning's flame
Hate blinds me
Stops me here
Fuck this, fuck you
Fuck all of the tears
Throw away all the love
Cast out and destroyed
Neglect all the passion
Of which my mind's been toyed
Raging horror in guilty shame
How dare you try
To criticize
When you know
I don't take the blame
Uncertainty in a selfish eye
Forshadowing all the chaos
That I have let slip by
So unknowingly
So unwillingly
Yet I have not
If I remember the tears,
I have not
If I relinquished my fears
I have not
And with me, dying here
My image...
Fades and rots
In an inocent smile
My last one...
Is it not??
Is it not the last smile
That I gave...
But you forgot?
Slipping in sin
My soul falls apart
In my shock
Sheer unexplained shock
With the love
That you taught
As I sit here and think...
Over all that was sought
All of my thoughts
That have been crushed
By the rocks
The mental slabs of stone
In my mind
That I have fought and fought
A thousand times
Yet still they seem
To leave me behind
And still they prove
To smash all my thoughts
Is your love still true?
Or is it not??
And once again
In the end
This love's died on the spot
It seeps down
between the cracks
Of the hard, solid rocks...



 
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