I don't understand its meaning
the lost feelings are a puzzle to me.
I try to replace its pieces together,
but the solutions don't seem to add up.
I might become unseen to the eye,
but to the heavens I'm one lost child.
I cry out far above the clouds,
but sometimes they never hear my cries.
I cut to feel the hurt inside n release all lies,
but just stare at its figure thinking;
apsalutly nothing-nothing I suppose
I wipe off the blood on my wrist,
the sting it causes i can't seem to bare,
but somehow it feels like I'm taking my skin with it.
I scream at the top of my lungs,
trying-trying to be heard by someone.
My voice gets low and almost vanishes,
I look around and there's no one near to hear.
I squint to see far beyond the clouds,
but in its mist I seem to disappear.
I can't find my way out a door or hole.
My hands get sore from reaching out,
to touch something-but nothing close.
I slowly soar above all the world,
and find myself being drained from all fears.
I faint from being so high above,
but then I fall-falling quickly below.
Faster and faster I turn and sway.
My heart races as I wonder where;
where am I going and why today?
I turn around looking at nothing but fire,
it burns inside me just like the surroundings.
I land hardly on the ground below me.
Then I look up and see nothing but black ashes.
I yield to pain that keeps growing inside me.
I begin to shout, but find myself without a voice.
No care,love,or respect down here.
Only worries,fear and death are near.
I move my eyes below and see bodies,new and old.
Suddenly,grasping onto crying help me get outta here!
I do not move, but just stare into their cold eyes,
wondering why, why, why!
I kick them off of me-one by one.
Then, a gust of fire blows me up and above.
My heart races again, yet worse this time.
The fear the cries and blood I've seen;
its made me think clear to not end my life that way.
I scream and sit up-breathing hard and sweating;
I know this day will be a new beginning.



 
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