you used to tell me to not give up
that the world was a better place
and if i had looked through your eyes
i would see a smiling face
but then you ran into problems
highschool took its toll
your friends were all torn apart
you had nowhere go
you lost all your hope
the smiling ran to an end
the saying "life will get better"
turned into "no one is your friend"
your messages so uplifting
became tales of bitter death
all that you now want
is a final place to rest
you were my antisuicide
and my antidrug
i knew that if i was ever down
i could turn to you and recive a hug
your childlike carefree innocence
cheered all around you up
but now youre turning to pain and suffering
torturing yourself and such
please dont follow my example
dont look to me to lead
i should have listned when you said "have faith"
instead of turning and going to bleed
you now dont beleive in faith
or beleive in god
just choose something to guide you
i recognise your path
it's one that i once trod
turn back please
before its too late
come back friend, i love you
i can do nothing now. but to sit back and to wait
 
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