I watch the blood as it drips
From this perfect, pale white skin
Another cut, another gash
Just another sin

This pain sets me free
Of all my other feelings
Somehow it helps my depression
It's a different kind of healing

I don't want the drugs they feed me
Or the long talks they give
All I was is my shiny peice of metal
And to no longer live

Because lifes way too hard
And I can't take all this stress
I'm not strong enough
I'm giving up, more or less

I'm so lost
And I'm so far gone
Nothing can save me
I'm forced to be alone
 
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