*I wrote it about myself in 3rd person form

perfection costs her everything,
to be perfect in the eye,
You brought yourself a conspiracy,
To haunt you day and night
You brought yourself to nothingness,
To make you have no worth,
Though within all the strength you owned,
You idiot!,
Believed in his naive words.
How could you do this to yourself?
How could you loose trust in all you love,
To break apart,
And have no control over yourself?
A sickening pig,
That’s what they see
I am nautious,
When I feel you breathe
My head pounds,
When your heart beats.
You should be tied up,
And never allowed to eat.
This warm sand,
Is greater than you’ve been,
Stop trying,
no one wants to hold your hand.

 
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