Lying on my bed,
Thinking if I want to be dead,
So unpretected by,
Nobody cares, I start to cry.

As these tears run down my cheek,
I find no strength in myself to speak,
When they ask what's going on,
I sit and stare, don't bother to respond.

Started to realize the good things in life,
Then I decided I shouldn't think twice,
I search forever, looking for myself,
The past is gone, yet I can't change how I felt.

I finally sit up and stare at the wall,
And notice again that nobody cares at all,
With the knife in my hand,
I don't want to live anymore, I just can't.

Don't want to wait for the future anymore,
Besides I'm nobody and have nothing to live for,
Now the knife, deep inside my chest it lies,
Tonight I realized, it's time to die.*
 
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