I hate the way you baby him,
You make me feel unwanted,
I hate the way you talk to me,
By the sound of your voice, I'm haunted.

I hate the way you yell at me,
When I forget to call,
I hate the way you let him be,
It makes me want to bawl.

I hate the way you say,
"You're 15 and a girl."
I hate the way you look at me,
It makes my stomach curl.

I hate the way you always tell me,
"You're brother's 17!"
I don't give a fuck about that boy.
You make me want to scream!

I hate the way you expect me,
To be always on top.
I hate the way you use me,
I feel like your prop.

I don't know how to deal
With all of this pain.
I try to put it away inside,
But I feel like I'm going insane!

Mom, I do love you,
But I don't understand,
Why do you baby him,
He's almost a man.

I'm just a little girl,
Sad and alone,
You never look twice at me,
You are never home.

I feel lost,
With no where to turn.
Who's going to be there for me?
What will I learn?

I don't know what to think,
Should I leave you with him?
You love him so much...
Did you forget about Kim?!

She's the lonely little girl,
Who stares into your eyes,
Trying to make you love her,
But while failing, she cries.

She cries for the past,
Of the times she once cherished,
She cries for the fun,
That's gone now, It has perished.

I love you, Mom...
This much is true...
I'll try to listen.
That's all I can do.
 
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