All the pain, the fears, and the tears,
It's a never ending cycle.
I get up in the morning,
I put on my fake smile on,
ANd be on my merry lil way.
I listen to my friends bitch about their problems
Then try to fix them,
With all the heart I can.
Then when that 2:15 bell rings.
I pack my stuff up
And head on home.
Dreading whats gonna go wrong tonight?
All the pain, the fears, and the tears,
It's a never ending cycle.
That's when the yelling starts.
She yells, and yells, and yells,
Until she puts herself in tears,
Then she leaves me to my tears.
I go upstair
And turn on my music.
So loud, I can feel the pounding in my head.
All the pain, the fears, and the tears,
It's a never ending cycle.
Thats when I see it through my tears.
Sitting on my desk.
So I go and retrieve it.
I sit down and Pull up my sleeve.
I put the cold metal on my flesh and turn my head away.
As i push down.
I turn my head back to see the red liquid running down my arm.
I put it back on my desk.
I then realize that I'm crying once again.
I watch as my tears run down my cheecks and then fall unto my arm like
falling stars.
I watch the stars that are my tears mix with the cold red liquid witch is my
pain.
Then I lay myslef down to sleep
Only knowing I'll do it all again tomarrow...
All the pain, the fears, And the tears,
It's all a never ending cylce in my life.
 
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