As tears stream onto my pillow,
I remember what I've been told tonight.
Thought those feelings and the pain were gone.
But they reappered tonight.
I sould be with him.
We made a cute couple.
It would do us some good.
Or so I've been told.
I've realized that the only time I was truley happy was when I was with
him.
But as the tears fall,
I think to my self,
I can't.
If I say anything now,
It would be so hard to let him go
In a couple of months.
I can't ruin the friendship I just got back.
If this would have just stayed unsaid,
It wouldn't be so hard.
As much as I want to tell him,
I can't.
He wouldn't understand,
No one would understand.
I should talk to him about it,
But it's a tochy subject.
When I see him,
I want to tell him,
But I only have a couple more months with him.
What their asking me is to much.
I can't.

 
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