I need to say some things,
Before I fully change me.
I know I caused you all pain and hurt,
That’s why I’m giving my apology.
First, I’m sorry to you Mom.
I know I’ve done you wrong.
You passing away.
Was a mere attempt to see if I was strong.
The more I realize it now,
I should have been more wise,
Then to laugh at your pain,
And bring tears to your eyes.
The things I said must of hurt you.
And I should of said sorry back then.
I can say “I’m sorry” so many times
But none of that will bring you home again.
To the people in my school.
I cursed you, when you hurt me,
That’s why you guys,
Are my next apology.
You mocked me, pushed me,
And hurt me so much.
But I’m all better now,
But all I’m asking, is please don’t touch.
Your words caused me fear,
I broke down, and cried.
Every day I woke up,
Cursing that I hadn’t died.
I stabbed one of you,
Then even more you to hated me.
That’s why, I’m begging you all.
To please accept my apology.
I’m sorry to my best friend.
And I know I caused you tears.
To every day see, the hurt
And to hear all of my fears.
I know that you really didn’t want to hear.
All of my many problems in life.
But no matter how bad I was feeling.
You helped me bare the strife
So I have two things to say.
That I’m sorry, and thank you
Because you honestly don’t have,
To treat me the way you do.
 
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